I NEED YOU!!! SEAL of God is the story of how Chad Williams came to find a mission even more meaningful than the initial dreams of revenge that drove him through the harshest military training for only the most elite soldiers. Grace is Gods instruction for you to stand. And there was no higher step to takeWhy did I feel so disappointed? Chad Williams. There he could live the high life, far from the presence of the Lord. One day the wife said to her husband, "Give me half of all we own.". Will you pray that God grants me a new heart, and I can come to know him again? Your words really touched my heartyou were talking about me in so many ways and I pray for my happy ending. In 2005, widowed single mother Ashley Smith was in the middle of moving when she was apprehended by an escaped murderer and held hostage in her apartment for seven hours. Heres his response: There she squandered everything on clubbing with men half her age. Thank you! If you come a day too soon, the prodigal will always think, With one more day, I would have figured out a way to solve my own problems. As long as the scheming and lying and deceiving continues, the best thing we can do is to pray for Gods Spirit to bring them to their senses and to wait patiently until that day comes. Thanks for sharing this; its truly a great testimony. I thought I was alone and I could find nothing to encourage me as I was the prodigal now praying for the restoration of my marriage. Even if it takes many years, there is hope, and the final result may be more beautiful than you ever dreamed. Let your prodigal GO!!! Others were not outwardly prodigals, or were not aware perhaps that they were missing God in their lives. But I finally understand and it is only by Gods grace and lots of prayers that I still place my hope in the Lord and His promises and I believe deep down that it is not over even though it might seem that way. Wow!! Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Pray for my husband Nick. At first, I didnt know what to do, but I finally ran to God.. My husband of 16 years left me on the eve of our 16th wedding anniversary. It gives me hope for the restoration of my marriage. We may be alone when we sin, but we never sin alone. I need to Let go and Let God take over, but being a control freak makes that all the more difficult. Who was going to stop me? Jake. You might think hed be on deck helping the sailors. All Rights Reserved. Its like God is mad at me or something. But we have to take responsibility for our choices as well. Please do so even if what you have to write isn't very long in length. Ive created The Brilliant Writer Checklist to help you clarify your message, reach more readers, and change the world with your words. Music if Fun matt lanter political views . Some of them once could quote hundreds of Bible verses. When good student and obedient son Christopher Yuan turned his back on his family and embraced drugs, homosexuality, promiscuity, and rebellion, his mother Angela (who was struggling through a failing marriage) decided to kill herself. I believe when God sees this kind of intense seeking activity, He is really moved, and sometimes that is what will get Him to move to answer the prayer. Thank You for Following the Lords leading to share your story. The son of loving devout Muslim parents, Nabeel Qureshi was clean-cut, well-educated, kind, respectful, and quite happy with his life. One of the more frequent type of emails we have received over the years since we have been online is from married couples, where one of the spouses has left the other one for another partner. I hope that sharing my story gives others great hope for the restoration of their covenant marriage and that they can heal from such devastating circumstances too. The Bible says to seek and then you will find what you are looking for. Deuteronomy 20:4 My passionate spirit from breaking away. God bless all of our marriages and families. all thanks and all praise be to Almighty God, he is now back home and we are rebuilding a marriage that from all counts and to the naked eye in the natural realm was dead. Thank You! Praying Against Strongholds Over Your Marriage, How To Bring Blessings To Your Restoration. Here is her word-for-word testimony, and then I will point out a few key things she did to get God to move on this extreme situation. Have compassion on me! Thank you so much for responding to my blog in such a positive way. Proverbs 16:9 He is a good, good God! God will bring them home. How many times have we returned with our head hung to our Lord, full of shame, yet found Him with open arms ready to separate our sin from us as far as the East is from the West if we only repent? I cant seem to get ahead; people are angry with me; my life is upside down. What I learned: Even the greatest worldly accomplishment is empty when you are empty. I knew that I needed to sacrifice and change things to the way God wanted them. But I have faith that God will bring my wife back and Im a stander for however long it takes!! document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); Your email address will not be published. The world knows this. Please listen to meif my husband had been treating me nice, praising me, encouraging me, showing me respect and unconditional love, I would have been blown away. When you walk in the footsteps of the father of the prodig Remember that God wants our marriages restored and our families healed more than we do; we just need to get out of the way and let Him work. Oh my goodness! And he divided everything between them. Do you consider yourself married in God's eyes regardless of your legal marital status? they struggled with feelings of guilt and shame, what REALLY happens on the other side of the mountain. Amen. I am going through exactly same marriage problem like Crystal. (After the knowledge gained from his experiences debating Nabeel, David today continues to wrestle with Muslim ideology through his ministry, Acts 17 Apologetics). But it was such a privilege and joy to see him in person, even from a distance . So it goes. He can ring your phone any time of the day or night. In other words, dont befriend someone to convert them everyone can tell. So, you will keep fighting. When last we left the reluctant prophet, he seemed to be on top of the world. As the poem reminds us, we may be in church every Sunday, smiling and singing and going through the motions, with rebellion deep in our hearts. To make a long story shortSunday January 16th 2011.I got a text from my husband.who accidently had AGAIN on the 14th January 2011..told me he felt the same way and I should go on with my life. And those things came by the Holy Spirit working in my wifes life. The people of the world say to us, Cant you see what is happening? I give all the thanks and praise to God for what he didit doesnt matter what your situation looks like.it doesnt matter how impossible and dead it seemsit doesnt matter what your husband or wife is planning..we plan but God is also planning and he works EVERYTHING out together for those that love the LORD.. DO NOT GIVE UP.THE DEVIL AND EVEN YOUR OWN MIND IS GOING TO TRY TO TELL YOU TO MOVE ONLEAVE HIM/HER ALONEHE/SHE DOESNT WANT YOU..THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO..THERE IS NO ONE THAT CAN HELP YOU NOW..DO NOT LISTENeven in your tears.cry out to God.when you dont know what to say..just say JESUS.nothing moretears is a language God understands and he is going to work it out.. They dont care enough to be hostile. Revelation 3:19 Our Testimony to Rejoice Marriage Ministries. I still cried every day but I also engaged in some radical and spiritual warfare for my husband..I spoke the word of God over my marriage EVERYDAY and I prayed hedges of thorns around my husband EVERYDAY..I pleaded the blood of Jesus over him and claimed my marriage in the name of Jesus. The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. It has become hard because the enemy deceived me, and the entire time I was running, I knew it was wrong. We cherish our marriage and our relationship with God and He is doing wonderful things in our lives because of it. This has given me so much encouragementthank you so much for posting it. It was hard to believe that he had once gone through such horrible experiences, and that they had twisted him into a hate-filled, bitter man for a period of time. But a priest gave her a pamphlet describing Gods love something Angela had never heard before. promising them freedom while they themselves are slaves of corruption; for by what a man is overcome, by this he is enslaved. Unlike most of the people on this list, Nabeel was not a prodigal in any outward way. If he had been peaceful, okay with me leaving if thats what I chose to do, and confident, I wouldnt have known what to do with the situation. The world is waiting for the church to pray. Please, pray that God will give me a new heart to know him. When we asked about the spiritual temperature of the region, the pastors said that while most people didnt go to church, it wouldnt be right to call them hostile. How else can you explain a mans reckless behavior in having one affair after another? I know because I cant quit thinking about you and what Ive done to you. And I stand on Gods word for restoration with my husband and thank and praise Him for who He is, all He has done and will do!! Required fields are marked *. Even though I wrestled with what God wanted me to do because I thought I had many reasons not to go home, I was given a second chance to finally obey God and returned to my husband. And thats especially evident in the way God uses the encouragement and insight gained when our members share Their Prodigal Perspective. I know because I can't quit thinking about you and what I've done to you. You cry, you raise your voice, you act desperate, you act mean, etc. He wanted to give our marriage a chance and he loved me and wanted to be with ME. My husband and I were able to rebuild trust and heal together from our difficult past. Just do your partLOVE, LOVE, LOVErespect, support, praise and help. All in all, as you read her incredible testimony, the thing that stands out is her fierce determination that she was not going to let her marriage go, and that she would take a hold of God and keep praying to Him until He brought her husband back home to her. I keep having one bad thing after another happening to me. Prodigal Spouse Testimonies Michael and Wanda, this book has really helped meI now feel I have the tools and encouragement to do what I have to do I am confident that even though my husband has moved out that God is not done with us! Jonah was the sinner in this situation, and yet his foolish rebellion endangered everyone around him. Some were missionaries. You have been given the grace to stand. Her experience and insight is a perfect illustration of the biblical principles of standing for marriage restoration and confirms just why God teaches us to do what His Word says (Luke 6:46-49); He made us and He knows how we tick! I believe Gods word and I have much more faith now. When you are done with your self-pity, you decide to pray and fast for your loved one. Now, lets go to the standers side And The Prodigal Perspective always bears witness to and confirms Isaiah 57:20-21, which declaresBut the wicked are like the tossing sea, which cannot rest, whose waves cast up mire and mud. I too prayed and prayed and felt so alone. The world doesnt care about our religion, but the world wants us to pray. As the ship groans and creaks under the weight of the wind and the heavy waves, and as the men throw cargo overboard in a desperate attempt to save the ship, where is Jonah? Its not true! The son of loving devout Muslim parents, Nabeel Qureshi was clean-cut, well-educated, kind, respectful, and . Thank you for sharing.. Im praying for marriage restoration as my husband has moved out and is now living with the other woman, who is pregnant and about to give birth very soon. So, we stand. About two weeks ago, I decided to give it all to God and just as told would happen, a remarkable peace came over me since giving it to Him. We lived like strangers in our routine of go to work, come home, take care of the children and repeat it all over again. But within days of him leaving, I realized how wrong I was and how much I truly loved him. I am just waiting for my husband to come back, because Satan is already defeated, but its our faith that moves mountains! Prayers for your Prodigal. I thought I was in control and I would do as I pleased. That he will never stop going after the strays. Thank you for reading The Story Of The Prodigal Spouse, I hope this helps!!! This is just what I needed, so thank you for sharing your testimony. For my iniquities have gone over my head; like a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me. It was also then that I started to pray for my husbands heart, and God has truly worked wonderful things to bring us to where we are today. After reading your post, I am encouraged on a new level. He brought me home to a man I SWORE I didnt love, didnt want to be with, and didnt want to be in the same room with if it could be avoided. He pressed on my lips the burning kiss (LogOut/ This is such an encouragement to me today! You are hurting; you are broken. Reflection for 29 June5 July 2020 The Atonement Rocks! But no more! I was greatly deceived and believed that God was calling me to leave my family and pursue my "soul mate." I kept running in the opposite direction of where God was calling me back home. I pray that God continues to uphold you in magnificent ways. All of them, however, have lived powerful stories of transformation, hope, and faithfulness. Maybe he can save us.. BUT DONT DO IT!! It seems like everywhere I go, God is reminding me to come back home. I cried DAILY AND HOURLYI felt all hope was gone.I mean how do you get someone to love you again when that person is saying I never loved you at all..YOU CANT.BUT GOD CAN. I know how hard this must be. I tried to run away from the problems I was having, but my story as a prodigal wife proves that we never really get away from things by running from them. Thank you for sharing this. And so he did. I know from my own experience during my stand that I need to regularly set aside specific time to pray and allow the Holy Spirit to build my faith and speak to my heart. Prone to leave the God I love. God, I am done standing in your way. Please ponder these four words: We never sin alone. He is truely my Savior and I thank him for bringing me out of the darkness. Yet at the same time, I thought I had "done too much" or "wandered too far," and I couldn't forgive myself. God bless you as you continue to heal with your husband and family. The world generally doesnt care about what we say and do on Sunday morning. And now Im praying for his heart and for him to forget about the person he was with. I long-God help me!-to wallow to-night. You have to get to a point where you are okay either waywith restoration or without it because you are content with GOD and his love. So click here to Become A FAM Member, where you can read, respond to or share encouragement from The Prodigal Perspective! Writer, musician, reader, daughter. I cant escape him. Thank you once again. What I learned: Never give up on those you love keep praying. This is just what I needed to wake me up from this nightmare. We are running from God, and when you act like that, we run from you too. I found Roberts prayer for Hedge of Thorns and I am bringing out the big guns now. Join our Merry Band, become a Brilliant Writer, and dazzle your readers! document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); I am going through the same thing as crystal right now My HUSAND left over a simple argument and is talking to someone from his past told me he was done and he give up , and he's trying to blame me for our marriage , but I believe God and have faith that he will return ! Hes going to seduce you with anger, bitterness, sex, and anything else he can to eliminate your will to press forward in this battle. He can send the storm of the sudden death of a loved one. (LogOut/ Let the peace of the Holy Spirit that is washing over me right now stay over me and keep me comforted in your word and promises, Father, today and tomorrow and forever. My Father ran with compassion for me. My husband has left again for the fifth time, claiming that hes not sure if he can love me the way I need. Consistently being received with love, consistently seeing Christ in my wife, consistently finding an attitude of unconditional forgiveness and compassion is what won the battle. He filled my body with meat and wine, He flooded my heart with love's white light; Yet deep in the mire, with sensual swine, And if they were able to survive, thrive, and encounter Gods goodness in their troubles, so can we. I wanted desperately to come home in one sense, because it was the only peace I could truly find. I just found this site and Ive been doing everything you said not to do! He began to party heavily with friends, and lost control of himself, so much so that he frightened his own parentsuntil he found out about God and His plans for him, and did a total 180 with his life. All this happened on Nov 30th 2010..I held off from calling him because I was still upset and I figured I didnt do him any harm..he was the one that stepped out in our marriage and on our marriage..ours wasnt a physical stepping as in outside sex.it was an on-going 5 month relationship on the internet, with someone he had been previously involved with. Rosarias story is unusual in that it is one of the few in which a prodigal had everything to lose and nothing to gain by turning to God. And I believe God! For those of you who have been on the receiving end of adultery, you know exactly what I am talking about. Only when I finally gave it all to God and felt that peace did everything start to fall into place. Yet deep in the mire, with sensual swine, I cant seem to get away from God. The Prodigal Wife. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. He put on my neck a chain to hold What I learned: The most powerful friendships are those without ulterior motives. I know youre praying for me. My husband prayed for me and was the one standing for our marriage during that time. I started praying the way you suggested 48 hours ago and today he told me hes moving in with woman he left us for. No matter what I do, it seems like everything goes wrong. Thank you so much for your feedback. DONT STOP PRAYING AND FASTING! However, in the last few years, I began to feel my husband's commitment to us wavering. Monday, January 26th, 2009 at 11:07 am in Seeds Of Faith. Lord, I am stepping out of the way and trusting you and that restoration is already on its way. I had built my life around my husband and now he was goneI felt like I lost the better part of me..I couldnt eat.I couldnt eat .I didnt want to socialize and I forced myself to go to work..but God had a plan.even though all seemed lostGod was turning my situation around even as I was hurting..what the devil meant for evil God was turning around for good. We pray, and we fast until we have victory. I am praying for my marriage to be restored and brand new again, and I have gotten out of Gods way. O Lord, rebuke me not in your anger, nor discipline me in your wrath! He put on my feet the shoes that miss This post gives me so much more hope than I have ever had. This isnt every single detail of what happened there are parts missingbut my short journey has been nothing but incredible and miraculousbut I want you to know that with God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. The problem is always in the heart. Do you remember what happened to the prodigal son in Luke 15? The hurt that I caused them was far beyond any words that I could use to describe. His marriage began falling apart and he nearly hurt his baby daughter and strangled his wife Cynthia. My husband of 1 year and 5 months left me on November 30th, 2010 .BUT. and they may come to their senses and escape from the snare of the devil, having been held captive by him to do his will. Thank you for this site and ministry. Learn more about a small group with opportunity to ask questions and get counseling from Dominic Herbst:https://www.walkingthroughcalvary.comRestoring Relati. (THIS INCLUDES JUDGES IN A COURTROOM!) Please support our ministry by giving here. Its good that our heavenly Father does not Give up on His children! Finpecia Active ingredient: Finasteride $0.51 for pill Buy Now Dutas Active ingredient: Dutasteride $1.79 for pill Buy Now Finast Active ingredient: Finasteride $2.08 for pill Buy Now. I have dreams, visions, and endless memories of you. We already have an article on how powerful of a strategy this is with the Lord. Testimonies; General Resources; Prayer Resources; Questions and Answers; Podcast. The Prodigal Spouse Resource Center is a password protected section of our website. 1 Corinthians 15:10. 4-5). (Ezekiel 34:11). This really encouraged me. Thank you so much for your testimony. Soon he would be in Tarshish, a beautiful city in Spain. For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies, to give you the victory. I cant tell you how much this ministered to me. The answer is simple. How else can you explain a politician who breaks the law and then lies with impunity? The world wants our prayers. I dont even know if this is still an active thread. Then the Lord sent a great wind on the sea, and such a violent storm arose that the ship threatened to break up. I know that many who read my words have prodigals in your life. It's all a LIE, but we don't know that. Shes in Gods handmy family is in Gods hand and He will restore my marriage in Jesus name! Thats Part 1 of How God Pursues Prodigals. In Part 2 well discover that being swallowed by a great fish may be the best thing that ever happened to us. 2 Timothy 2:26 Copyright 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc Used by permission. All suffering is worth it to follow Jesus. Because we are LOSTwe are HURTINGand we are SAD. He will always lead us right back to his will. I know I tell you life is excellent and that Im so much happier, but the thing is, Im not! This week, I came to the place you shared You have to get to a point where you are okay either waywith restoration or without it because you are content with GOD and his love. I am so encouraged with your perspective as well as your wordsAnd when you are at peace with the thought of them leaving, your blessing of restoration is on its way. God will not let his straying children live in sin forever. All Bible verses are from the New International Version 1984 unless otherwise indicated. This is wonderful! Every prodigal is shown the way out, but chooses to turn their back on what is right. Why? Its all a LIE, but we dont know that. Though Nabeel has graduated from this life, his ministry continues to live on in his wife, and his friends. There is no soundness in my flesh because of your indignation; there is no health in my bones because of my sin. Jonah said, I think Ill go west.. And if they get our prayers, they might one day listen to our sermons. As my husband led me through the front door, colorful balloons and handmade signs adorned the living room wall. Besides being a fascinating autobiography about a powerful evangelist who sadly passed away last year, this book gives readers a helpful look into Christian apologetics, Islam, and evangelism. THE ANDERSONS: Forgiving the Prodigal Spouse THE SHRIVERS: After the Affair If God has given you a testimony one that could help and encourage others who are living with the horrible pain of infidelity, we would appreciate it if you would send it to us. The term "prodigal" is actually someone who "spends, or has spent, his or her money or substance with wasteful extravagance; a spendthrift." It's someone who "drives away or squanders" what they have. If you give up, who will fight for me? I know the days were hard on him too, but the strength that he drew from the Lord was the strength that I needed to come back home to. All of these peoples stories have encouraged me at various points in my life, so Id like to share them with you now: Gods faithfulness is proved not by the elimination of hardships but by carrying us through them. Christopher Yuan. So thank you so very, very much! In a single, silent moment, his rage, his fear, his humilliation and helplessness, had fallen away. You certainly understand that repentance is really the only thing that ever changes anything. I found myself in a very bad situation many times, and knew that I had invited misery into my life. Remember I wasnt rooted in God so my prayers wasnt as flowing as other people but everyday I gain more and more strength and my faith began to soar..I prayed that God would soften my husbands heart and remind him of the love we once sharedI asked God to send Godly people in his life to speak to him even when I couldnt and God heard me. We still have a long way to go, but I feel God working in us and guiding us in the right direction. Rogaine 5 $39.14 for pill Buy Now Abana $28.91 for pill Buy Now Allegra Active ingredient: Fexofenadine $0.28 for pill Buy Now. All I Want For Christmas Are The Secret Teachings Of Christ. I can preach a thousand sermons, we can all sing a thousand hymns, and together we can attend a thousand church services, but apart from the Lord it will do no good. Get up, Jonah. It doesnt matter what free will tells us because Proverbs tells us that we can choose our plans, but God directs our steps. Sometimes we just need to be encouraged. GOD has them, so remember that they are NOT in control. Your email address will not be published. We claim to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. . Father, I relinquish my spouse to you. Take any major American city, including those in the so-called Bible Belt, and you can see it for yourself. I will give them a heart to know Me, for I am the LORD; and they will be My people, and I will be their God, for they will return to Me with their whole heart. Everything we ever wanted is now within this other person and you are now the enemy; you want to rob us of our joy, you dont understand us, you dont love us; because if you did, we wouldnt have gone astray. 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